OUT OF HIS RANGE

Yes . im finally free from him . AND THIS IS THE LAST TIME !

YOU'RE OUT . YOU'RE NO LONGER THE ONE ! I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS WHOLE CRUSH-BUSINESS THING. IT'LL JUST MAKE YOUR HEAD SPIN ROUND AND ROUND ! HAPPY !

HAPPINESS AND FREEDOM NEVER FELT SO GOOD !

LAST NIGHT'S DREAM WAS ALREADY DOWN THE DRAIN 2 SECONDS AGO !

Dreams are made of him

Damn it, I dreamt of him last night.

In my dream,

My Mamaii Doreen and I were sitting down on each chair and I leaned my head on her shoulder since we were exhausted from doing this practice activity of some sort. Then he was ittig with his [tall] friend and stood all of a sudden, He walked past where me and mamaii were and said, "I love you," then went out of the room and I replied to myself, "Buti gani alam mo."

The next scene was in a garden [of some sort] and he was in a gazeebo . Me and my friend Jennica were talking and he was looking at me [with Bruce's glare] . Jen and I were talking about him saying the phrase to me. Then I was walking up the stairs and I was mocking my friend Junel . And I was in this room and I was doing something when he walked in and said, "I love you."

And I woke up becuase the power was out. It wa such a stupid dream because I thought it was real. The phrase he said kept repeating in my head and it was the reason why I couldn't go back to sleep.

I hate Dream's power of making you dream the things you want to happen in reality.

His first GM !

He jut sent me his first GM to me.

I wanted to reply but my load expired [Yeah, I know, wrong timing right?]

Guess he's not shy of me anymore ! Woohoo !

I can act normal again !

Gong to school tomorrow for the 1st HCSD Film Fest ! Hope we get a single award ! Hoping and Praying !

It came to an end

My junior high school book of memories has reached its beautiful finale . It was the greatest party of my life. This school year was the best among all . I'll never forget DEUTERONOMY and SIR VERBEN ! Every family member of the class, I'm going to miss...

Today's unforgettable memories :

He had asked me personally to sign his shirt [felt guilty because I had asked someone else to let him sign mine]
He asked for a hug from me which I accepted and hugged him for a little while . He's no longer shy of me ! Yehey !

I'm going to miss you !

And I'm going to miss every person that I've shared laughters and tears with !

Next step : Senior !

Gone for a day .

He didn't go to school because of his headache . Weird. Even if I had an headache, I'd still push myself to go to school.

Another Happy day with him

We chatted on a Wednesday evening. We chatted about me having a crush on him and about helpig him was not becauseI was gising him a special treatment. I even aske him if I could have a keychain that he bought from cebu. He said there was still one more left and I could have it. The next day, he was comfortable when I'm near him which is a good sign. On a Friday, I was making my prject in math on a table whie sitting on a chair's arm desk working with Nurhaina. I heard this familiar voice, "Kinsa naa'y sign pen? Ted, naa ka'y sign pen?" it was him that was stting behind me. He was sitting on a chair facing my back. He was comfortable when he was near me. I let im borrow Arriane's G-Tec and handed it to him. He was really working near me. While we were all maiing our projects, Sir Verben had announced that the deadline was on Monday He clarified, "Monday pa man ipasa ning project Blanchee no?" he was relaxed and i just said, "O, Monday pa," and I worked on my project again. Then while we were practicing, he kept glancing at me and the next practice he gave another glance and shot him one as well. (a long one) before we parted eyes. When I returned from changing my costume, I saw on the front table our projects beside each other (I think it was a classmate of mine's idea) which made me smile and laugh. Before we went home, I asked him the keychain he had promised to give and was thankful to him. I even asked hi, "Dili nimu humanon imong project?" and he answered while he finished fixing his ba. H e wasn't really looking at me straight in the eye after fixing his bag to talk to me, "Dili sa. Monday na nako to humanon." and I said, "ngeek," then I went to gt the projects and placed them with the others. Monday again, okay?

Sad part there is that we got close again on the last month of the school year.

We've done it and we were 3rd at it

We made it to the 3rd place of the presentation , but we surely didn't care about it. As what we would always say, it's not about winning, it's about enjoying it. We've had our experiennce being champions, being the 2nd placers and now being the 3rd placers. Glad we didn't have to experience being in the last place. All thanks to God for giving us the talent and this presentation wouldnt have been possible if it weren't for HIM.

Last and hopefully the best !

I can't believe this is the last presentation we're ever going to make as a section . I'll miss this section so much . It is the best year that has ever been so reasurable and memorable to me. So, DEUTS , let's give ou full best effort and enjoy this grand day . Go ! Go ! Go !

Even if our father, "Papa Verben" won't be there to witness our presentation, we're happy to be his children ! Congats sir ! A bouncing baby boy !

God bless us all !

A few more weeks and the end will be near !

Coming back again

He asked for my help back in school this afternoon. My classmates were saying, especially Nurhaina who said it a bunch of times, Mykee and Samantha,"Uie, Blanche si Miedes o , walang partner." which was true, but I've already done the PAIRWORK activity with my friend, Vanessa. So I actually declined. Then he was like, "Anchee," he has his own way of calling me [like prolonging the "E" part.] Then, he stopped .... and he was bowing his head down as if he had lost all hope. He had asked Kyle out, but didn't want to do it because it was tiring to make the activity. The others, Jonas, Emerson, and Nurhaina, were asking help and wanted my drawing skills to be the solution to their problem. I had to make their's of course and when I got free, my mind was telling me to do the activity for him because, well, if he weren't, he would fail. and he was really determined to work [if only he had a partner to do all the work for him ] So i decided to draw him the activity ehile he stood a few feet from me, watching the others work on covering their math project with plastic cover. When I finished, I got up from my seat and placed it in front of him and said, "Ikaw na mag-color ha," He froze. And my friends started shouting aand teasing. Then I clarified, "Hindi ko ginawa yan kasi . . . " I couldn't really say the phrase ' Crush kita" so I continued, " Ginawa ko yan kasi sayang ang grado mo." and I went back to my seat to help Emerson while my friends were like, "Grabe, gigawaan ka talaga bah." and I heard Samantha say, "Wala'y pasalamat." then I heard his voice saying , " Anchee [again with the prolong] salamat ha." then I stuck out my tongue . then my friends were like teasing and shouting yet again.

The next hour was in the Deuts' room. He was there with Teddy, coloring the papers I've drawn in and told him to color. I looked at him while he was coloring and realized that there was one picture that lacked a detail. So I decided to return in a while. Meanwhile, Doreen , Kyle who was sitting down on the chair, Dirge, Roland, and Jonas were playing Spin the Bottle using the gallon of a water dispenser. They were all so funny to look at. After watching them, I returned to him nd realized that he was already coloring the drawing that was lacking something. I said, "Ambi sa na beh. naa'y kulang." I grabbed the paper carefull and went to the locker to get a pencil and draw the lacking detail and after that, I returned him the paper and he sad, "Blanchee, thank you," and I walked away while saying "You're welcome" in a low voice. After he had used the crayons and left it there , I took the box of crayons and before I could get out, he once agin said, thank you to me. And that was 3 times in a row ! When I returned to the room, my friends were still plying the game. Since the guys were having so much fun, I decided to join in. After a few turns, the bottle pointed to me and Mamaii Doreen asked, "Meron ka bang pagtingin kay Dan?" all the while he was standing a few feet from me, and I answered in a low tone, "Gamay," and they were teasing me yet again. Nurhaina was there and he made her cry. When he would annoy her she would always say, "Oie, Banez , uyab mo o" and I would rhetorically reply, "Asa man diha? Kadaghan ana nila oh." I said even if I knew whom she was refering to. She would always say that. and she doesnt call me Anche that much, instead she calls me with my surname which is kinda weird because she calls him by his surname too.


Funny day, right ?

Better off without them

Don't let yourself be used by your so-called friends . They're just people who want to be supplied by you . Believe me, I've learned from experience

Returned from a journey

I have returned from my journey 2 days ago and I had so much fun. I had spend my weekends with my mom and sister who live far away from the city . What a great oppurtunity.

Finished with the TWILIGHT SAGA

That's right . . .

I just finished the whole Twilight Saga set . . . and it feels so boring . . . You just can't seem to get enough of the book . . . especially in Breaking Dawn . You just want it to continue until it really comes to its real end . . . I hope Stephenie Meyer would try to finish Midnight Sun . . .

Damn you leakers ! >_<

Out and about !

I won't be here for 2 days . . .

I'm gonna stay with my mom and return on a Sunday morning !

See you soon !

CONDEMNED FROM THE USE OF LAPTOP AND THE INTERNET !
There's no Internet connection at their place. . .

NO SLEEP FOR ME !

You bet ! No sleep for this hero ! hahahahahaha ! :D

This is the first time I'll be doing this since this is for a grade in my Chemistry class. . . .

So tiring since I have to wait for my Grandma to come back here at the house from getting my stuff back at her house which is a bit far from here or better yet very far from our house that we're occupying ! I have to wait !

Sacrifice is now the only option ! Help ?

Tic-Tac-toe !

I just spread my disease of lov3 !

My friennd Maggie is in love with Kyle ! Mwahahahahaha !

She acts crazy ! Weeee !

Losin' my mind

Yup, I just lost my mind today because of 2 [shall we say great but not that great] things:
1. The Parrot just returned from his flight from Cebu and has now returned to class
2. It's our 4th periodical examinations and the topics are making my head explode, it's just too hard !

And he brought home key chains for the whole class [I think] and shirts for his group 4Men . . .
Sam and Ainee told me to get a key chain from him since they've both gotten one from him, [I think the right word is stole from his bag] but I said . . . "Why would I ? Did he tell me to? and was there one for me?"

And my friend Maggie got all crazy like she hasn't eaten in a few days because of her feelings for Kyle. . . . she was running around and acting like she was about to be admitted to a mental hospital, but with just washing her face, she got back to her normal mode. . .

Why can't I be like that? With just a snap of a finger or a blink of an eye my feeling for him would just DISAPPEAR?

It' s hard knowing that your crush won't talk to you and would just talk to you if you would first or if he needs a favor. . .

I'D RATHER GIVE UP NOW AND STOP THIS NONSENSE THAN TO CONTINUE WITH THIS WHOLE CRAP-OF-A-FEELING !

He's back home. . .

The parrot is back home from his game in Cebu . . .

He's going to recieve my letter. . .

Should I let go ?

Should I let go ?

Should I let him go ?

It's hard to let him go

I will try but it's not that easy . . .

It's not LOVE=LUST,

It's just LOVE=ADMIRATION

Alright I admit . . .

This time I give up . . . .
I'm trapped here for good. . .
But I won't let myself believe that hes mine to keep . . .
I just admire him for his talent . .

But his weakness is his unfocused studies . . .

I just hope this will just stay as an admiration . . .

Nothing more nothing less. . . .

. . .LOVE JUST MAKES YOU WEAK . . .

That's what I always tell myself

Trapped in the cage of love again

When will this end ?

Trapped once again . . .people just don't seem to understand that I'm trying to forget him . . .

I'm even discouraged of him because he can't make his own love letter . . . . Poor Girl [whoever will recieve the letter in favor of him ]

=[ OH well . . .

Bleeeepppp . . . .

Official logo for our Movie Production team . . . .Wa'y Light Entertainment [Or in translation "No Light"] since I do love Twilight, I decided to modify the apple a bit. . .

Next Project :

Making the trailer. . .

Book is now a novel

Actually, the book I've written is just for the NOVEL-level . . . or the pocketbook level . . .Oh crap ! oh well. . . .I still want it to be published. . . Accepted !

6 new kittens.. . .

My Persian kitty "Nee Chee" has given brth to six new kittens. . . .3 blacks and 3 whites. . . .Yippee ! Happy feeling . . . . !

Hardwork paid-off !

THE REJECTS is nominated for BEST PICTURE !

Praise God ! This movie was dedicated for God's love and blessings that He has showered upon me and my groupmates. . . It was in His will that our work would be paid off. . .

Thank You so much Father in Heaven

God is always good all the time. . .

Official Movie Poster !

This is it ! Our final poster is here ! Made by my assistant director, Ms. Dyan Lazo ! Thanks Yan !

DVD coming soon !

Blu-Ray and HD

That's a wrap ! ! !

Our movie had finally ended shooting just last week ! What a wrap !

Just edited it last saturday and our teacher says it's a nice movie . .

I do hope our movie wins an award to pay the hard works that we've poured on with our shooting. . .

Thanks to my "actors and actresses " you were great !

Free from him at last. . .

At last, I have finally let go of him. . .

So this how it feels when you're free from love's rope ? I kinda like it. . .

I'm finally free, and I'm not gonna let muself be trapped in loves arms again ! I'm straight with my words. . .

From Breaking Dawn to Twilight . . .

Yup, I'm done with Breaking Dawn and I'm moving on with Twilight. . .Since I started in New Moon since I'vealready seen the first movie. . . Weird right? Starting at the second and ending with the first ? That's how it is. . .

Love: Just a feeling that makes you WEAK

When he's there, thy heart flutters like a butterfly. . .

When he talks to you, thy mind goes blank and thy have no idea what to reply. . .

When he texts you, thy hands can't let go of thy cellphone. . .

When he asks you to do him a favor, thy cannot resist to say no. . .

When you see him with another girl, thy cannot stand to become envious even if he is not yours.

When he sits on your chair, thy will not let anyone else sit on it except you. . .

When he has an item that he tends not to keep, thy keep it for yourself for a reminder of him.

When he doesn't talk to you, thy feel bad about yourself. . .

When he uses your stuff, thy does not tend to lend it to others. . .

When he's not there, thy feels that the day will turn out to become bad to worst. . .

So I guess, LOVE is really a feeling that makes you weak. . .

Don't tell me you haven't felt this thing about your cush cause I have. . .

Book needs publishing. . .

My book "The Princess and the Knight" really needs publishing . . .So I neeed an agent or a publisher. . . please...A year has passed and still I haven't published my book. . . so for those who want to help me with this. . .I would love to have your help . . .Big publishing hous or small. . .just as long as the book will be published. . .I beg you. . .

Almost a wrap. . .

Our movie, The Rejects is almost finishing up. . .4 more scenes and all we have to do is to edit. . .

Go go The Rejects. . .Hope and Pray that we'll win Best Picture [1st or 2nd] or Best script [1st or 2nd] or maybe some awards [1st or 2nd] so that oour hardwork would pay off. . .

Hope the 2 groups of Deuts will win. . .

THE REJECTS are taping on-set

That's the movie that we're taping ... We've just finished the first half of the movie and it's doing quite well...Hope what we're doing is worthy of a great grade...

Smooth sailing..or not

What a whacked-up life!!!!

My schedule's kind of a little hectic...

IT MOVIE MAKING pressure
School Pressure
Everything pressure

I just wish I could disappear without anyone noticing, since that's how I feel. I think that the people around me don't like because of my "Bigness" of some sort. I don't know. Some people just choose friends by looking at their outward appearances. That's why I'm changing my attitude and making it more like "The Bruce-Wayne" attitude. Since I feel like a crazed-loner, I might as well think and act like one...and that you all have to adjust on..so say goodbye to the "ANche" you know and say hello to the new one.of course I'll still be joyful, but only at the right time...